pftttt

falling slowly....

untuk sang kakak.

i love you.the fact that u are gettin married is a happy thought for us.seeing u grow, blossoms and cherish really put smile on my face.
jangan risau k.lin (lol.mak yang suruh panggil) we will always there for u. i may be not know how is your feeling but i really do know what i felt for you.
we know that mum will always look for us and we know that she is wayyyy up in better place.
just work me out this june. i will always be there for u. even u ask me to take the 2hours s.alam -gombak every week, an tak kesah.even u did scold me boldly when i try the very best in me to pick ur wed scarf,even u ask me to carry 30 mugs in a hold.x kesah la.i will be the slip in my mind.

i just want u to be happy for the very time in ur days.
lots of love for u.
why i feel like im losing another bestfriend (TT) even though there might be no more pillow talks for us, no more tv fights, no more curik lauk :( no more grocery time,and please dont move to sarawak .pleaseee. it is so far even to think of.

LET ME

LET ME ENJOY THIS SADNESS
PLEASE.LET ME.

PATIENCE
NEVER ASK ME TO BE IN THIS SITUATION
BECAUSE IF YOU KNOW HOW IT FEELS
YOU WONT ASK TO
PLEASE.NEVER,

MOVE ON
DO NOT ASK ME TO MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE
BECAUSE I KNOW MYSELF WHAT I WANT
THAT I WOULD LIKE TO LIVE IN THIS MOTION
FER EVER.
SO STOP AND PLEASE.

i'm happy

its truly soooooo hard when you lost some one you love.
some one that you care the most
one thing i remember was,
she is just right there in your arms and suddenly forever she is gone



that very night before, i dreamt of you as healthy as ever.i woke up with smile, pathing beautiful steps to class and thats it. i'm greatful that actually that you are leaving me with the sweetest memory. i know that we absolutely have only the good memories.

now i know that, it is the right fate from god that He take you from me.
He doesnt want you to suffer longer
now i know that you will be always with me.
because i know that mak will always jage akak.


that day i lost my strength
that day i lost my advisor
i lost my feeder
i lost my soul
i lost my hope
i lost part of my future
i lost her
i lost styler
i lost manager
i lost my nenek kebayan
i lost my queen
i lost my reminder
i lost my companion
i lost a friend
i lost partner
i lost my chiller
i lost my patient
i lost my listener
i lost my story teller
i lost my informer
i lost my complimentor
i lost my criticisor
i lost, you.


it is hard. in fact so hard to get through it.
while taking care of you at hospital, i kept kept thinking that was it valued as much as you did taking care of me for the past twenty years.nine of us.then it was school for me. you know that i dont want to leave you.again, it was for the school you said.
i'm glad now i dont have to leave you again because you're always in me.anytime.anyhow.

circumstances: manner

what in the world are u doing rite now? what the what the. ha ha. poking my ears with sweet delicious pink floyd songs. is it? naah.tipu. x sweet x delicious tp layan la.haha

- how i wish you were here-

what did i wish to be here?
i wish i'd be in 'many'one dreams just to say that is ain't right for what u did to me
seriously it is just not right.


malaysia is a freedom country maynn!

man'nap'

dia yang saya nampak
dia yang saya stalk
dia yang saya gila
dia yang saya mahu
dia yang saya nak
dia yang saya rasa hot


tapi dia tak tahu saya :)


: i adoreeee his hair.

hendak.

h&m.


mampu?



tak.




xoxo